these few days such a terrible mess...
its like all the bad things happen in the time..
is it the God wanna examine my toughness?
but honestly..i cant take it anymore..
today i lost my uncle..
the feelings kind of weird when i heard the news that he passed away..
i keep on reject it from the bottom of my heart..
i keep on telling myself that it just a lie.. someone take it as a joke..
tears running down from my eyes..
i felt so sad..
such a suddenly incident..
dont have any sign..just happen unexpectedly..so unpredictable..
so sad..
i still rmb he just sat besides me when my brother fetching me back to my hostel.
we teasing each other..playing fool...
still remember that day i celebrate Mother's Day with him and my families..
still remember that day he walk like a penguin and keep on blaming us tat we shopping a lot..
made him so tired..
still remember he put lots of chilli sauces onto his american chicken chop then broke the whole meal but claimed that the chicken chop not delicious..
still remember his hand put onto my shoulder when we walk around..
why we regret until we missed the people and person that we care a lot?
cant we appreciate and be grateful at that time?
but now i cant saw him anymore..
i miss him so much..miss his joke..miss his concern..miss his hand that i used to hold so tight..
Uncle Shun....i miss you badly..
i felt sorry that i cant accompany u before u went to heaven..
so insufficient memories..not enough..
the phone cover that i brought to u...u just use few days only...not enough...
i will always miss you..keep u as a memorable part.
my forever chubby uncle...i will always miss u..
Uncle Shun...rest in peace..
i will always miss you..
with love,
Ur niece.
